Shine light on the true enemy - April 14th, 2009
giuliana
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To Quote
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness." -- Friedrich Nietzsche

The Lioness
My name is Giuliana. I'm a twenty two year old female residing in the United States. I love reading and writing, graphics, rpgs, sleeping, and web design. I'm an underpaid barista.


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I swear this isn't a ranty whine. :\


I go through periods where I don't have any inspiration/muse to do anything creative. I sit down and force myself to do things but I'm not truly inspired and lack a care for it. The problem is it's making me sad. I used to love to do so many things and I'm afraid that I've grown out of them because I can't bring myself to focus on something enough to give it my all. I'm not even sure that makes a lick of sense.

I have tried listening to music, looking at art work, reading - all in an attempt to gain my creativity back. But alas, it has not worked. So my question is, how do I go about finding my muse again? Do I give up on everything and wait for it to come back? Do I sit and try to force myself to do things? I'm just in a rut because I'd like to get back into the swing of things, but I don't know how.

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Tags: creativity, inspiration, muse
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