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giuliana
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To Quote
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness." -- Friedrich Nietzsche

The Lioness
My name is Giuliana. I'm a twenty two year old female residing in the United States. I love reading and writing, graphics, rpgs, sleeping, and web design. I'm an underpaid barista.


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I don't think I've ever really understood the meaning for blogging. I've always had problems expressing my feelings, whether it be spoken or through words, but yet I still do it. I guess I like to punish myself because I know that once I start something I need to carry on with it. So, I'm a glutton for punishment? Eh.

Over the past few months I've been trying to get my life back into order. It's a tough process and when I think I'm doing great, I end up failing and realizing that it's all a downhill battle. I've been suffering from depression for a year now, though at times it seems like an eternity. I can't remember the last time I was truly happy with anything. Writing and making graphics no longer seem to matter to me, I've become the world's biggest procrastinator, and I seem to be drawn into drama that I neither want nor have truly been any part of. I think if I were to escape all the meaningless drama crap then I'd be fine. Who knew online life could be filled with more drama than my actual life?

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Music "Never Take Frienship Personal" -- Anberlin
Tags: blogging, depression, drama, life
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