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giuliana
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To Quote
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness." -- Friedrich Nietzsche

The Lioness
My name is Giuliana. I'm a twenty two year old female residing in the United States. I love reading and writing, graphics, rpgs, sleeping, and web design. I'm an underpaid barista.


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I have four Dreamwidth invite codes. What ever am I going to do with all of those?

Mood peacefulLocation home
Mood peaceful
Tags: dreamwidth
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  • 19:06 It's about time they killed Ruby. Hopefully for good. >< #

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  • 10:56 death at 11:30am *passes out* #

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  • 22:00 @xlanochka OMG my brother used that one on me today. #

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. post Carson
. do Carson's CDT#3
. stay active at hprpg!
. make more graphics
. mod around
. come up with challenge ideas for my rotation
. sleep
. see Wolverine and Star Trek ASAP!

Mood indescribableLocation borders books & music
Mood indescribable
Music Angel Taylor - Make Me Believe | Powered by Last.fm
Tags: carson, graphics, hprpg, movies, to-do list
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  • 22:17 day at the beach, here i come! #

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  • 13:34 IF... hates me?! #
  • 13:57 server status says they're all working, so wtf ._. #
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I can't escape the pain
I can't control the rage
Sometimes I think that I'm gonna go insane
I'm not against what's right
I'm not for what's wrong
I'm just making my way and I'm gone

Mood chipperLocation home
Mood chipper
Music "Fly From the Inside" -- Shinedown
Tags: lyrics, shinedown
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I don't think I've ever really understood the meaning for blogging. I've always had problems expressing my feelings, whether it be spoken or through words, but yet I still do it. I guess I like to punish myself because I know that once I start something I need to carry on with it. So, I'm a glutton for punishment? Eh.

Over the past few months I've been trying to get my life back into order. It's a tough process and when I think I'm doing great, I end up failing and realizing that it's all a downhill battle. I've been suffering from depression for a year now, though at times it seems like an eternity. I can't remember the last time I was truly happy with anything. Writing and making graphics no longer seem to matter to me, I've become the world's biggest procrastinator, and I seem to be drawn into drama that I neither want nor have truly been any part of. I think if I were to escape all the meaningless drama crap then I'd be fine. Who knew online life could be filled with more drama than my actual life?

Mood blahLocation home
Mood blah
Music "Never Take Frienship Personal" -- Anberlin
Tags: blogging, depression, drama, life
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  • 20:23 ... seriously, SERIOUSLY?! Is this suddenly National Drama Week?! I hate people, rawr. #
  • 09:26 yay for day off! #
  • 11:18 I just got my dreamwidth invite code. Score! #
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